After meeting the paediatric surgeon on wednesday, i'm more assured and slightly less worried. The PD Surgeon Dr Sim explained everything in detailed to us. Why Ashton will get Hydrocele, how many kids will get it and what are they going to do.

He will be removing the fluid followed by 'mending' the hole that Ash is having in his body now. It sounds scary to have a 'hole' in the body but Dr Sim keep assured me everything is fine, things are not as scary as we thought and the surgery is a minor one and most probably able to go back on the same day.

His assistant actually wanna book the surgery date on thursday which was the day after our consultation with Dr Sim. I was like: OMG that's way to fast and sudden!!! So we choose the surgery on this coming monday.

I have not been slping well these few nights. Yes, minor surgery but dont ask me NOT to wry. This is IMPOSSIBLE. I will feel extremely heartache even when Ash accidentally fall down and now he will be going under the knife. Minor minor but still scary right? Somemore for a 30 mth old toddler.. GGGGGRRRRRRRR~~~~ =.=