I'm thinking of if I should continue blogging... It really seems meaningless for me to continue blogging as I'm kinda "restricted" to blog whatever I want. I always though blogging is more to personal but I'm wrong.

I think the only reason to keep me continue is BB! I wanna blog about him, his daily life (after he's borned) so that I can show it to him when he's older, provided blogger is still working by then. But I know if I do that, there bound to be people commenting/saying/critisizing on how I taking care of my lil one when they aren't in my shoes. (u might feel that i'm thinking alot BUT there IS people who dunno anything, yet wanna teach me what to do when I didnt even ask for any comments!!)

Why is there always have this kinda of people??? It seems like my blog can't be "open to public" anymore... Cause I really loathe people commenting so much when they aren't in my shoes, just yaya sit behind the com, read, and comment without thinking!

I really wanna "open" my blog so I don't have to sign in everytime I wanna view/update my blog. Or I shall "open" my blog and take off my tagboard, ignore whoever MSN me?? hmm or, just make my blog PRIVATE, as in, for myself, baby and BB only?? the rest, even close friends also cannot view???

After reading this post, don't come and tell me I think too much or what, cause I didn't tell anyone of you anything. No one knows what's going on expect me so DUN comment whether I'm thinking too much/being petty or whatever shit it is! Ya right, no matter what, DUN comment anything when you dunno what's going on. YES, that's the moral of this entry! =)