I started to feel bored!! In the past, when baby still worked in Cisco, we do sms everyday but now, cannot... cause he always BUSY!!!!!!! =( But nvm, I can always keep myself occupied!

This year is an important year to me! I'm turning 21 and after that, I'll become a mother!

Talking about 21st birthday, initially we I told baby that how I wish to go up to the Singapore Flyer on my birthday but after the incident which the Flyer stopped halfway in the air for HOURS, we dropped the idea.... Imagine, on my birthday which is May, it's only less than a month to my EDD, what if the Singapore flyers stop halfway again?? Firstly, I can't hold my bladder. Second, what if halfway through my waterbag burst and I'm still swinging in the air???!!!

No parties at all! With 2 simple reasons... First: like what I mentioned, what if my waterbag burst? ya throughout the party. Second: I NEVER celebrate my birthday before and I loathe doing that.. So troublesome! I even told baby, in future I won't organise any birthday parties for BB! I know, I'm a lazy mother. =P

I'm getting more and more ridiculous.. Keep talking nonsenses... Izzit because my EDD is reaching and I'm anxious?? Ya I think so!!!

I keep tell baby how dangerous it is to have baby/toddler at home

1st: if we put BB on a mattress in the living room under the fan (so he'll be cooler), will the fan just drop and hit him?

2nd: if we were to place him on our bed to sleep, will our wedding photo frame just drop and hit him? Or will he just roll down the bed and end up on the floor??

3rd: Will he use his blanket/pillow/bolster to cover his face when he's asleep (which is v dangerous)?

4th: when he's older, shall we put him into a walker cause he might: run to the toilet and play with the water in the toilet bowl or even DRINK it??? Grab some scissors from the cabinet??? Open the fridge and drink up my cough syrup??? Pull my TV, Cabinet, chairs or whatever shit it is and make it fall onto him??? Switch on the gas (dun say I'm crazy! my ex-neighbour's baby actually did tt when she came to my house!)???

Whenever I tell baby about my worries, he'll "say somemore you see if I'll slap you anot!"

But it's true that such things might happen right???

Pardon me, this is a super random post!!!